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2003-10-22
48 days, or something. the time only seems like it goes by quickly when i'm months ahead and trying to remember.
like that one time that we drove really far to see love? or that other time when she used to come over everyday to just sit and play with me? yeah, long lost memories. i try not to think about them because it makes me a bit sad.
but right now is good, too. i'm struggling with finding myself. everytime i think that i am getting close, i realize that there's another corner to turn. it's really a maze. dead end. wrong turn. start over. i understand.
i see love almost everyweek. my primary source, i mean. amazing. he cooked me chicken last weekend and let me smash the potato(e)s. it was beautiful.