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2006-03-29
my life is routine. and sometimes i love the blocks of time with what they are filled up with; laughing and hugging and doing nothing but enjoying it all the same. but other times, i loathe what i have to do to make the hours pass. i'm tired of handing people their change and asking them if they want a freaking plastic bag or a reciept that they are just going to throw away once they get out of the door.

i don't stay up late anymore but it's 1:30 in the morning and i just feel so angry at people who i don't want to be angry at anymore and it's so tiring and a waste of time.

i want to set goals that are realistic and attainable.

i wish i were a better person but at the same time i know that i try to be. i'm not warped, i know my faults and my strengths and i'm happy for that.